3 - 8 - 2005

Illution...

Why this must happen to me?

Why i have to fallin' in love with you?

I know no reason...

I've got no clue...

I juz want you to see me..

Is that too much too ask??

I juz want u to let me wait here..

Am I wanting too much??

Why must I feel all of these?

All I want is nobody but you

Somewhere in my sleepless night

tortured by the loneliness inside my heart

I'm thinking of you

can't stop crying tonite

My eyes full with tears

my mind full with fears

I know I have no guarantee

that someday you'll love me this way

I try not to hope

not to wait for you

but then I remember the look in your eyes

I know I'll never make it through..

You never told me that you needed me

never miss me the way I miss you

all you've showed me was juz a blurry sign

I'm not yet understand

But I've told u once that I love you

and I promise u to be waiting

Maybe someday you'll juz walk away

and leave me die here, all forgotten...

but I will never leave your side,

although you'll break my heart

I know from the start...

it's juz the risk I've got to face

when I choose to love you...

...I love you, only you..

even if I cannot be the best for you

there's so much I want to tell you

but not even a single word I can find

to show you how much I care..

This is not a lie

For me, love is not juz a game

but still you ripped my heart into pieces

can you recognize the sadness in my face?

surrounded by this endless pain...

I'm not gonna cry, coz I know it'll juz make you sad

but I have no strength to let you go..

I know,for you I'm juz a friend...

I know this is juz an empty hope..

I know, my dream, you will always be juz a dream...

I know, my dream, you will never hold me in your arms..

I know, my dream, it's juz an illution...

angelz'05